Roadless

Ah, the well-intentioned people that stop and say “What happened to you?”. My answer depends on my mood, more often than not I will be in a bad mood.  My response can range from “Nothing it is personal.” all the way to “What happened to me? I was accosted by rudeness.”

So I may ignore them, I may blow up, I may chat. I hate that I am inconsistent.  I wish I was more congenial, and could be an overall more conversational person, perhaps in the future that is who I can be.

The truth is something HAS happened to me. I have changed, and become a new person. And now I must make a choice on how I will develop this new person.

I been taking stock of myself and examining my life.

I defined myself by my work, so now who am I? I been thinking about life, and I am still filled with fear and plagued by self doubt. I will in time , with work, figure it out.

Thats is what happened to me.

Posted on June 24th, 2007 by Roadless
Filed under: My Life